anw this post is suppose to be up ONE wk ago! =S
I THINK THERE'S A PROBLEM WITH OUR FREQUENCY!
gosh, can you jus stop irritating ppl?

submitted my application le. was deciding for very long, but i submitted it in a rush. so did i made the correct decision to go fass? i really hope so. i dont think i wil regret choosing that faculty, jus tt will i do well? hmm, guess i will have to, since i selected 'submit application'. i need to work hard T.T

after one wk, i guess i'm right to make this decision la :D

oh i ought to give myself a explanation/conclusion to the previous issue, so i guess it like what others have been saying:))

Quoted from P1: "jus stand firm and one day they will appreciate what you do:DD"

Quoted from P2: read this whole chunk in CHINESE. i cant rmb exactly, but i get her pt la:)))

You're JUST a FRIEND. not close, nt good, not even better. to me, you built tt wall that make me to be unable to enter. i wont continue to try anymore, plain tired. so yup, relationship shall remains at this stage:)
for the rest who opened your doors, i guess i will no longer care who i love/like, i wont hesitate giving my love la((: friends, you guys are lucky :DD haha.

you might nt understand how i feel cos u arent me. you might think i'm wrong cos the one who u knows isnt like tt. but im sorry, to me, this is jus it.

this i added on today:
whatever i write below will contradict to my conclusion, so i guess things will jus have to 顺其自然 :D

anyway on fri night, when i was qt upset/frustrated over the fact tt my plans were messed up, zx came to talk to me on msn:

zx: hey liwei!
zx: do me a favour!
me: what? why is tthe whole world asking me to do them a favour:/
zx: on our CIP cert, there is a Class Home Adoption Programme. What's that?
zx: haha because u are nice :)
me: lol
me: then i shant be nice to u all le:/
me: wait la, i go see

so is that a compliment or a shortcoming of me? tsk. i was pissed. at that pt. he chose the wrong time to talk to me, but in the end, i still helped him:) i tot of this prob, so when thomas asked me today to plan for the dinner, i've decided nt to be nice when
he asked: do u mind planning the outing?
i told him i dont mind, but best is nt ask me.

and due to the lack of understanding of me, he replied, TRY LA. (!!!!) he didnt know that i have tons of experience frm planning all those scandalous outings. HAHA.


it is time for me to grow up.

when we dont hope for anything, we will be surprised instead(: